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April 14th, 2008
06:36 pm
[Private to Alice]
I think I broke up with Benjy. I mean, I don't know how official things were to begin with, seeing as we're two completely different people then we were in our lives back on land, but things didn't end well last weekend. Alice - I gave him back the ring. You know - the ring. His grandmother's ring that was my engagement ring and I gave it back! Oh, it was awful; well yelled - OK, I yelled and he said that maybe I had to let him go, and I did. I let him walk away! What have I done?! I don't know what to do now. I feel like I'm having a nervous breakdown or something. I'm afraid to go anywhere becase I'm afraid of running into him. But on the other hand I want to wander around so that I do run into him! I'm losing my mind, Alice!
Oh, and I'm such a horrible friend because I haven't been there for you! I know Frank's gone. Maybe we can help each other? I miss you.
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[Private to Benjy]
I miss you.
I need you.
I don't know what to do--
I should have never given that ring back--
Is this over?
Oh damnation!
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Is that land out there? Am I seeing things?
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March 11th, 2008
07:56 pm
[Private to Alice]
Would you like to have lunch with me tomorrow? I miss you and I know we have a lot to catch up on! Let me know if that's OK with you!
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[Private to Benjy]
I miss you The other night was amazing I love you Hi. How are you?
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This ship really isn't all that bad. In fact, it's pretty bloody great.
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